#realtalk

The truth is, I've always been scared to share in front of others.  Sometimes I don't believe in myself that I can do it, and sometime I think that it won't be good enough.  I don't write good poem and I don't think that I am a good writer.  This class helped my to know what a "good writer" is and what an artist really is.  This class opened a whole other world and it's pretty cool.  Blogging wasn't my favorite thing but sometimes it was good to write.  Truth is..... most of the time I don't think anything I write is good enough so that's why I'm stopping now and letting it be.

I remember when...

I remember when I use to think that saying I remember was a bad thing, like it was saying something passed on and it was like dead to me..
But I've definitely learned that saying I remember is nothing but a good thing.  Saying I remember is one of the best things people can say.  I love being able to say that I remember things.

I remember when I thought life was so hard when I was little when really it was just a breeze.
I remember thinking that I can't wait to be 17 years old when I was little, then I turned 17 and I remember thinking I want to stay this age forever, I can't and don't want to grow up anymore, that was the perfect age.
I remember thinking I had so many years of school left and there was no way I could do it, now I'm getting ready to graduate and it's crazy.

If you can't say "I remember" and absolutely love it then you aren't living right. You have to live in the moment and have absolutely no regrets.  Life is a one time thing and there's not point to waste it.

I remember moments are the greatest moments of life, so always remember them.

Liked or not liked?

LIKABLE
Didn't win
but
remains a problem
by not having enough.
This was expected.
And truth is
there were several chances
but they
were
too late.
They're learning.
We'll get better.

The Depressant of High School.... #homework

Shortest Post of All My Time.

Sometimes you have to have one incredible good thing to make you realize how many bad things you have and how many things you need to change or get rid of.

Never be afraid of change and always keep your eyes open, and your mind set to happiness.

Jealous Much?

Before you even read it.... We all know this poem and we all hear it all the time.. But I will always be jealous of this poem... It has pretty much inspired everyone and it just simply cannot get old.. I would love to inspire this many people with an incredible poem like this and I'm sure I'm not the only one.. We all know how amazing it is and I'm sure there is a lot of us that dream about writing a poem as good as this one day.

The Road Not Taken

BY ROBERT FROST
http://www.poetryfoundation.org/poem/173536

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim,

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.

Little bit of scriptures

"Wickedness never was happiness."

Every time I read this scripture I think to myself and ask myself why there are so many wicked people in this world if it doesn't even equal happiness?
People really think that being mean to others and saying things to bring others down and doing hurtful things makes them feel better about themselves when in reality all it does when people do those things is bring them down lower and make them look bad.  When people say and do those things it just shows everyone else how insecure they are and how much they are hurting and it's not good.  If we could all just learn this on our own and believe it and actually do it this world would be 100 x's better and we all know it.
Being wicked isn't anything but putting yourself down.  Be nice and love everyone and everything and you will notice how much happier you are.

The Beauty of Nature...

I wonder how many trees there are in this world and I wonder how many people find them beautiful?



I wonder how many people find mountains beautiful?



I wonder how many people find waterfalls beautiful?



I wonder how many people think sunsets are beautiful?  To me it's my favorite time of day.



I wonder how many people find the changing of the leaves beautiful?



I wonder how many people find the ocean and storms beautiful?

I think you get the picture now... I just simply wonder how many people think nature is beautiful?  To me nature is the most beautiful thing in the world.  To me nature IS the TRUE beauty.  All those people out there that never take time and say they're too busy because of social media to never go outside and enjoy the true beauty of nature are truly missing out on something incredible.  There is nothing better than the views that nature gives you.  Go out and enjoy it while you can.

Is it summer yet?

BRING ON THE SUMMER TIME.

Space Camp?

You're suppose to write whatever you want.... But I'm still confused?  What is there to write about?

Maybe I'll just write about my experience at the Space Camp??

In Elementary we took a field trip to the Space Camp Center in PG and we were there all day and everyone is assigned to a certain ship and a certain job and you were suppose to kill the aliens and keep them from taking over your ship.  I was on a littler ship and my job was the telephone/computer tracker person.  All I did was watch my screen and make sure they weren't in our area, reply to their emails if they sent us some, and answer their calls if they tried to call.
It was really fun and we kept them off of our ship... It'd be fun to go back one day for fun.  It's a pretty fun experience.  Everyone should try it at least one time in their life.

Was that story random enough for this post?  We'll never know.

Go to Space Camp.  You won't regret it.

Life.

“You've gotta dance like there's nobody watching,
Love like you'll never be hurt,
Sing like there's nobody listening,
And live like it's heaven on earth.”

Life's short and you've got an impression to leave.  You've got an important footprint to leave.
Live YOUR life.. with no regrets, what if's or I wish I would've....
Who cares what others think, it's your life and you get to live it how you want.
Don't be afraid. Be confident and live on.

When life gives you 100 reasons to cry, show life you have 101 reasons to smile.

It's happening every second of every day.

Someone is this world is crying right now because somewhere in this world they just lost someone and had to say goodbye.  People are saying goodbye to someone they love every second of every day.

Death is a word that everyone hates to hear or say...
But why do we hate it?  Why do we not love it?
Some people say death is beautiful?  Why doesn't everyone think that?

I think that there is two ways you can look at death..
Death can either be a beautiful thing because you know they'll be happier and you will see them again..
Or death can be something you hate and is super depressing and bring you down as well.

Death is scary but it's going to happen to all of us and one day we will all be dead.  We need to start living knowing that we will die one day because it will only make us live a life we want and have no fears.  We shouldn't be afraid to die.. we should be afraid that we aren't living our life good enough to die.

Why?

Why do we care so much about what other people think about us?!

Why are we so afraid to be us and do what we want?

We all say who cares what other people think we all do!!!
And we shouldn't.

Really.... Who cares what anyone thinks...!!
We're all living a life, and we all are going to die.
So everyone start living how you want to live!! Start thinking "Who Cares!!!!!"

Fears.

I'm afraid of being afraid.

I'm afraid of growing up.

I'm afraid of being a failure.

I'm afraid of being alone.

I'm afraid of letting the ones I care about down.

I'm afraid of being who/what I hate.

I'm afraid of choosing the wrong thing.

I'm afraid of losing hope.

I'm afraid of choosing the wrong friends.

I'm afraid of losing faith.

I'm afraid of of being looked down upon.

I'm afraid of disappointing the ones I love.

I'm afraid of losing my bestfriend.

I'm afraid of being rejected.

I'm afraid of being too late or not at all.

I'm afraid of being the same as everyone else.

I'm afraid of dying.

I'm afraid of never being good enough.

I'm afraid of making mistakes.

I'm afraid of being wrong.

I'm afraid of what others think.

I'm afraid of losing the ones I love.

I'm afraid of never dreaming.

I'm afraid of a lot.

I say I'm afraid of all these things and much more... But why? Why am I afraid of these things?

Why are we afraid of anything? Does anyone even know?

                 

                   

Thoughts...

Lately there seems to be a lot of people struggling for some reason and a lot of people being mean to other people....
It always makes me wonder how people can be so rude to hurt someone so much?
I just don't understand the point of hurting someone else to make you feel better about yourself... cause does it really make you feel better?
I think in high school some people think it's the "cool thing" to do to pick on other people for being different or for any reason they can think of....
I think that if your friends make you feel like it's the cool thing to do to then you are definitely choosing the wrong friends..

"Crowded hallways are the loneliest places
For outcasts and rebels
Or anyone who just dares to be different
And you've been trying for so long
To find out where your place is
But in their narrow minds
There's no room for anyone who dares to do something different"

"These labels that they give you
just 'cause they don't understand
If you look past this moment
You'll see you've got a friend
Waving a flag for who you are
And all you're gonna do
Yeah, so here's to you
And here's to anyone who's ever felt invisible"

There couldn't be anymore truth to those lyrics...
If you're the one ripping people down.. Step back and realize what you're doing and stop.

Be the one to stand out and MAKE someones day.

What is love?

I think us teenagers like the idea of being inlove but don't really know what it means.

I think that we watch love movies and expect them to be real and fall inlove with the idea of everything being perfect.  We all have this thought in our head that love and being inlove is going to be so easy and so perfect just like everyone movie out there.  But plain and simple love is like a rollercoaster.  It isn't going to be how they show it to be and if you think it is then love is going to be hard on you.

In high school couples say they're marrying each other and they break up the next week.  They do stupid things and fight and then get over it and do it again.  They're all in denial and just simply like the idea of being inlove but are they really? No.  Unless it's those 1 in a million couples.

                                                 

Always be Happy.

You should never go a day without smiling or thinking smiling isn't an option.

Never think you can't be happy because you can no matter what.

Smile, because you never know who counts on seeing it to make them smile.

You never know who's falling inlove your smile or your way of happiness.

Bricks?

I use to think that bricks were useless and stupid.  I use to think that the only purpose of a brick was to make a house and make it look pretty.  I use to think that a brick was worthless.

Until the lesson we had bricks were nothing.

To me now, bricks can do much more than make a house to make it look pretty.  Bricks are worthless to most of us because we think of them just as building things and nothing more.  There is so much more use for a brick we just don't think about it.  Bricks can be both worthless and useless.

It's all about what you make of it.

I think that people tend to think about a lot of things as being useless and having no purpose and I think that's where people start to get stuck.  Everything has a purpose and everything is useful in some way we just need to do a better job at recognizing it in life.

Remember when...

Remember when you could wear the weirdest things to school and people when never question it?

Remember when you could fight with your friends and get over it 10 minutes later?

Remember when you had millions of friends and there was never drama?

Remember when you could do the weirdest things and never be judged?

Remember when you thought a kiss was so bad?

Remember when the other gender had "cooties"?

Remember when you didn't have to worry about what you wore or how you looked?

Remember when you could run around outside all day with all of your friends?

Remember when you could play night games with all your friends?

Remember when 12*12 was the hardest math problem?

Remember when school was fun and easy?

Remember when Disney Channel and Nickelodeon were the best channels?

Remember when swear words were "shut up", "idiot", "butt", "stupid", and "suck"?

Remember when life was easy and there were no worries?

Remember that thing called childhood?

Sometimes I'm scared to look childhood in the eyes because I know I'll go back.

Nothing is as easy as childhood was because all the remember whens have turned into specs compared to how things are now.  People are always judging and making things harder, school isn't easy, and you have a lot more to worry about then just what time you have to be inside.  Swear words have gotten worse and looks have become a competition.

Is there a way to bring childhood back?

Let's make one.